Monday, March 30, 2009
Suddenly feel my life is so empty without you Dear. I guess when I'm writing this post....I guess you are sleeping already....(your msn no reply le)...but I just miss you so much suddenly....I'm afraid of a life without you.... We have overcome many obstacles already and there will be more to come.....but no matter what....I won't stop loving you....you are the princess in my fairy tale.....the cinderella who lost her glass sliper, the Sleeping beauty who sleeps in the forest waiting for her knight. I want to be that knight to you...Cosplaying the knight won't be enough...Xp...this time....I will be the knight not only just playing his character like I did in my cosplay. I will be your knight in shinning armour. I love you,~~happy 7 months!!!~~hahas~~<333(although I am late by abit...lols)
AcE
1:28 AM
1:28 AM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Argh......why does my heartache so much. Dear, suffering with so much stress from assignments and school. Really pains my heart I guess. The next 2 days need to work....stupid.....I really just want to go to herside right now.....I really want to be with her and be there for her. I feel so useless......not able to do anything....all I can do is just to cheer her up....Really dun have any mood to cosplay for kurobara le....
Dear..please take care of yourself and your health....don't overwork........your health is much more important than your studies....
Dear..please take care of yourself and your health....don't overwork........your health is much more important than your studies....
AcE
1:52 AM
1:52 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Today go see dear again.....but is I secretly go wait for her, without her knowing....lols. Then see her so shag like want to die like that......everyday she always so stress in her exams......if only I can take all her stress away........see her like that also kind of heartbreaking.....somemore I can't even do anything just see her depression....only can just try to cheer her up....useless.....I very useless, a failure...T.T
Dear Dear......ganbatte!!! ur studies are important but also do take care of ur health....don't always overwork....don't worry....u put in alot of effort in your studies.....just focus on it...and dun keep on thinking that you will fail.....do your best ya!!! *support with encouragment*(thats all I can do......too useless indeed...T.T)
Dear Dear......ganbatte!!! ur studies are important but also do take care of ur health....don't always overwork....don't worry....u put in alot of effort in your studies.....just focus on it...and dun keep on thinking that you will fail.....do your best ya!!! *support with encouragment*(thats all I can do......too useless indeed...T.T)
AcE
1:30 AM
1:30 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Today went to stalk dear dear~~
She got project meeting with school friends then I ask to pei her back afterwards.....but she keep on say don't want~~~So I decided to stalk~~
I got disguise ok~~wear cap~~ops. It worked lor~~she nvr found out until the end. I camp at some high high place where can see her doing her project with her friends~~I like sniper sia~~ops~. The camp for about 1hr 30 mins to about 2 hrs then she finish le~~then stalk her back~~and I was caught at Dhoby Ghaut station~~*but I manage to surprise her~~* hahas~~
Then walk her home and thats about it~~hahas....I actually just want to see her only...hahas...did not expect she will notice me...lolsss.
She got project meeting with school friends then I ask to pei her back afterwards.....but she keep on say don't want~~~So I decided to stalk~~
I got disguise ok~~wear cap~~ops. It worked lor~~she nvr found out until the end. I camp at some high high place where can see her doing her project with her friends~~I like sniper sia~~ops~. The camp for about 1hr 30 mins to about 2 hrs then she finish le~~then stalk her back~~and I was caught at Dhoby Ghaut station~~*but I manage to surprise her~~* hahas~~
Then walk her home and thats about it~~hahas....I actually just want to see her only...hahas...did not expect she will notice me...lolsss.
AcE
10:49 PM
10:49 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Time to blog about ytd~
First afternoon chiong out of house~~Go to city hall first buy dear dear chocolate eggs~~~lols. I went to buy 2 maybe got higher chance of striking the toy she wants~~*I was right....but onli for 1 onli*
Then head to gym~~need to train up my stamina~~then bath~then went dear's school meet her~~she got 3 haros~~~.....my choco egss become nthing le...omgomg...the haros got lacus~~XD. She buy from sch de ba~hahas. Then I go check my results....super sccared sia I got a few friends who failed leh....but I manage to pass...although the results not really good....T.T, but shld be happpy that I passed I guess.
After that almost heartbreaking experience, we went to~~city hall~~ Eat pastamania there....i eat the usually chicken one...dear tried some wasabi flavour de~~i tried abit~~quite nice leh~. Then we go walk walk play gachapon~~got a few more toys~~~Dar dun want to break up the mickey mouse~~lols. After that go marina square walk then head home le.
On the train we saw Ryan~~lols...so coincidence suddenly heard someone call Ace...lolsss.....long time no see u le~~got cool hairstyle now~~hahas..XP.
Thats the end of the day ba~~happy happy~~dear dear ganbatte on ur studies!!!
First afternoon chiong out of house~~Go to city hall first buy dear dear chocolate eggs~~~lols. I went to buy 2 maybe got higher chance of striking the toy she wants~~*I was right....but onli for 1 onli*
Then head to gym~~need to train up my stamina~~then bath~then went dear's school meet her~~she got 3 haros~~~.....my choco egss become nthing le...omgomg...the haros got lacus~~XD. She buy from sch de ba~hahas. Then I go check my results....super sccared sia I got a few friends who failed leh....but I manage to pass...although the results not really good....T.T, but shld be happpy that I passed I guess.
After that almost heartbreaking experience, we went to~~city hall~~ Eat pastamania there....i eat the usually chicken one...dear tried some wasabi flavour de~~i tried abit~~quite nice leh~. Then we go walk walk play gachapon~~got a few more toys~~~Dar dun want to break up the mickey mouse~~lols. After that go marina square walk then head home le.
On the train we saw Ryan~~lols...so coincidence suddenly heard someone call Ace...lolsss.....long time no see u le~~got cool hairstyle now~~hahas..XP.
Thats the end of the day ba~~happy happy~~dear dear ganbatte on ur studies!!!
AcE
5:02 PM
5:02 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
This few days really suck....I miss dar so much~~she now very emo because of school this few days. This coming friday results going to release...omg....I really scared....Pls let me pass biz com...god please~~T.T. I really scared for that module, I know I screw up during the exam, at least let me pass, I asking for pass only thats all.
Eve dear dear~ sorry for constanly irritating and disturbing u. really sorry.....I shall support u in whatever you do in the future~.
Twins~
The doorway~
The Doorway 2~
Nori like small boy boy right??..hahas~
Hug hug hug~~<33
In the land of rubbish bins
Eve dear dear~ sorry for constanly irritating and disturbing u. really sorry.....I shall support u in whatever you do in the future~.
More Air gear photos~Usagi not yet send me the full album yet so this are the ones that have been uploaded to cafe only...
Twins~
The doorway~
The Doorway 2~
Nori like small boy boy right??..hahas~
Hug hug hug~~<33
In the land of rubbish bins
Take flight~
The Fang King!
The Sharks of the Skies~~
Here is the group photo with all the cosers~
Spank spank spank~~OucH~~
DMC!!!
AcE
2:08 AM
2:08 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
~~~no more EMO~~~hahas
Today came back from Air Gear PS~~~. Met alot of new ppl~~and also many thanks to Usagi-san in offering to do the Photoshoot~~Arigatou~~.
First Go dar's house meet her, then we go meet Usagi and Israndel....and her friends I think. Then we go to the Ps venue~~*sercet place*~~. Eat at Burger King...then go change to costume then go shoot le~~.Shoot frm 2 plus till about 5 like that then we go down have break~~the guys toilet got someone "shit" on the floor sia....stinks like mad....Then after that continue with a few more shots then finish~We then go change back to our casual bid farewell to Usagi and the other cosers...and me and dar go Vivo walk walk~~~Have dinner at hans and head home le~~Really shag day today....tml still got a full day out ahead...sure shag even more.
Here is a preview of the pics~~More pics will be uploaded soon~~
The Fang King!!!
AcE
2:12 AM
2:12 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tml need go gym and I still awake dies sure no energy.
Dar, Ganbatte econs!!! nxt time you learn liao can teach me!!!....hahas..XP
Just now on the phone with dear dear~~~ so tired frm work today that feel like slping but dar put down because she need to study. Then now I cannot sleep. Feel super awake. wth...I dun want to be alone...I want dar's company!!! sounds childish eh, but now I really feel that way I guess. Never let anyone know but been emoing this few days....maybe from my previous blog posts you can tell ba. Its holidays and I feel so empty. These days is either work, rot or go gym......really cannot stand it le....I want to see dar.....but I understand she has exams as well, I also dun want to disturb her. Emoing my thoughts out here better ba...the only way to keep me from feeling lonely I guess.
Read read dear's blog again~~~hahas, everytime I emo I will read de...hahas...dunno y but it somehow cheers me up I guess, maybe because I can't be with her always at least I could look through her words hahas. (dar, ur life really very fun~~XD) Arghh I want to cry again le.....Stupid Ace u cry somemore u become Gay liao!!! Urghhhh, but dunno y I always cannot help it...I nvr cried so much b4 in sec school sia. I used to be ok when I am alone....I could just watch anime all day long and still be happy....y is it now, just being apart from a person is so difficult for me. She is really special....without her I might as well vanish....*poof* disappear from this world....I just really want to spend my every second with her, but I know that is not possiblem I being childish again eh.....maybe my motivation to continue to cosplay is also from her as well. Why is it so difficult....why?....help me..T.T, but I must endure, I also don't want to add to her stress from her school.
I've changed as well, I've become more selfish.....some of you guys also might have noticed as well....srry for daoing you if you really think I did in the previous few events, I didn't really care for all of your feelings and just want to say sorry especially to Ligen, you really have been a really good friend to me, really sorry if I have caused any hurt to you. For the daoing part really please forgive me, during those events my emo build up to much liao my exterior also kanna affected...sorry ppl!!! Really stupid of me....but hope you guys can understand what I am feeling...sorry for causing anyone of u guys to feel hurt.
Must Cheer up!!! hahas...this really dosen't seems to be the Ace you guys first knew eh...hahas...I must come up with more silly jokes!!! lols.......all this rant is just to comfort my own feelings....hahas, hope you ppl dun get too affected by my post.
(Better don't read, got reason y I put it as hidden de)
Dar, Ganbatte econs!!! nxt time you learn liao can teach me!!!....hahas..XP
Just now on the phone with dear dear~~~ so tired frm work today that feel like slping but dar put down because she need to study. Then now I cannot sleep. Feel super awake. wth...I dun want to be alone...I want dar's company!!! sounds childish eh, but now I really feel that way I guess. Never let anyone know but been emoing this few days....maybe from my previous blog posts you can tell ba. Its holidays and I feel so empty. These days is either work, rot or go gym......really cannot stand it le....I want to see dar.....but I understand she has exams as well, I also dun want to disturb her. Emoing my thoughts out here better ba...the only way to keep me from feeling lonely I guess.
Read read dear's blog again~~~hahas, everytime I emo I will read de...hahas...dunno y but it somehow cheers me up I guess, maybe because I can't be with her always at least I could look through her words hahas. (dar, ur life really very fun~~XD) Arghh I want to cry again le.....Stupid Ace u cry somemore u become Gay liao!!! Urghhhh, but dunno y I always cannot help it...I nvr cried so much b4 in sec school sia. I used to be ok when I am alone....I could just watch anime all day long and still be happy....y is it now, just being apart from a person is so difficult for me. She is really special....without her I might as well vanish....*poof* disappear from this world....I just really want to spend my every second with her, but I know that is not possiblem I being childish again eh.....maybe my motivation to continue to cosplay is also from her as well. Why is it so difficult....why?....help me..T.T, but I must endure, I also don't want to add to her stress from her school.
I've changed as well, I've become more selfish.....some of you guys also might have noticed as well....srry for daoing you if you really think I did in the previous few events, I didn't really care for all of your feelings and just want to say sorry especially to Ligen, you really have been a really good friend to me, really sorry if I have caused any hurt to you. For the daoing part really please forgive me, during those events my emo build up to much liao my exterior also kanna affected...sorry ppl!!! Really stupid of me....but hope you guys can understand what I am feeling...sorry for causing anyone of u guys to feel hurt.
Must Cheer up!!! hahas...this really dosen't seems to be the Ace you guys first knew eh...hahas...I must come up with more silly jokes!!! lols.......all this rant is just to comfort my own feelings....hahas, hope you ppl dun get too affected by my post.
(Better don't read, got reason y I put it as hidden de)
AcE
2:26 AM
2:26 AM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Exams over~~so outing with class at last~~so long nvr see them le~and also made a new friend..XD
So, first met Situ at Dhoby MRT, then met Xiaoxu~~haha nice meeting u~~then wait wait then Ligen come~and then Emo. Then go arcade lor....I dread that place..T.T. Met Xiao Emo inside sia~~hahas...disturb her while she playing....freaking funny...hahas. Ok then we went up to the new otaku house see swrds...and other anime stuffs. Ok then go back down to the station because Mint arrive le. She epic sia still dunno how to come to the NEL side...hahas...played the escalator joke again...then go pastamania eat..share pizza, then walk for awhile then Situ and Mint go le. Then We go cathay~~~go watch PUSH!!! So funny sia~~ok not funny actually but become interpret until some parts very funny...hahas. After that go back liao~~
To my dear dear~~~srry for what I did the past few days, I let my emotions control me, to much emocence....ended up saying hurting things to you. I will try to be more mature and not keep on being affected by my emotions which will hurt you. Sorry for giving you such a painful week, you already have stress on exams and other stuffs and I still added on to it...really sorry...I really a lousy bf to you, although u seem fine to me already maybe some of the hurtful things I said are still within you, I'm not asking u to forget and forgive me on them, just try to throw them aside and dun let them affect your studies....hope you will forgive me on the inside (I want Evelyn's foriveness not only Noriko's), I will learn from all these mistakes that I have made and will make you happy one day....then will I be worthy of your love....I love you~~~
So, first met Situ at Dhoby MRT, then met Xiaoxu~~haha nice meeting u~~then wait wait then Ligen come~and then Emo. Then go arcade lor....I dread that place..T.T. Met Xiao Emo inside sia~~hahas...disturb her while she playing....freaking funny...hahas. Ok then we went up to the new otaku house see swrds...and other anime stuffs. Ok then go back down to the station because Mint arrive le. She epic sia still dunno how to come to the NEL side...hahas...played the escalator joke again...then go pastamania eat..share pizza, then walk for awhile then Situ and Mint go le. Then We go cathay~~~go watch PUSH!!! So funny sia~~ok not funny actually but become interpret until some parts very funny...hahas. After that go back liao~~
To my dear dear~~~srry for what I did the past few days, I let my emotions control me, to much emocence....ended up saying hurting things to you. I will try to be more mature and not keep on being affected by my emotions which will hurt you. Sorry for giving you such a painful week, you already have stress on exams and other stuffs and I still added on to it...really sorry...I really a lousy bf to you, although u seem fine to me already maybe some of the hurtful things I said are still within you, I'm not asking u to forget and forgive me on them, just try to throw them aside and dun let them affect your studies....hope you will forgive me on the inside (I want Evelyn's foriveness not only Noriko's), I will learn from all these mistakes that I have made and will make you happy one day....then will I be worthy of your love....I love you~~~
AcE
10:44 PM
10:44 PM
Friday, March 06, 2009
Today Dear dear come to my school pei me, even if u were so tired from the night before (somemore is thx to me you cannot slp de)~~hahas after exams~~so nice~~ok I needed to do some forcing though...hahas. Then heard from Ice that some stupid ppl go flame Haru, well nvm then, dun care, some ppl just nothing better to do sia!!! On the way back Dar want to Hao Lian sia~~~opssss. She go do my exam paper....arghh...later she know I going to fail liao omg then dun want to tell me...T.T...Dear Dear ur accounting damm pro de!!! Ok la u study 3 years liao so should be pro already ba. Stats paper left, dies I dunno how to do alot of things yet, how how??? sianx...tml must chiong le
*This might be an emo post got influenced by Vic after reading her blog...*
The world of cosplay, it brought me the most awesome friends I can ever have as well as I got to knew a really special person in my life~~~. But now I feel that there is not much meaning to it.....Perviously when we were all rookies we just love to play around without getting flame...going out for group outings...talking crap...having fun when cosing...but now everybody have change I guess. Some of my friends also change greatly as well, ok maybe because I have changed as well. Cosplay used to be so much fun, now just getting tired from events and stuff. Its still my intrest and I still love cosplay, anime has always been part of my life even since sec school days, I always dream on being the character from the story, to be the hero of the anime which I loved, and I did that through cosplay. Now beginning to start finding less meaning to it, I guess maybe I'm already used to it the attention which attracts people to take pics with me, at first it was really exciting and the thought of having ppl look at you while you walk, like you are someone special and unique is kind of exciting as well, but maybe now I'm used to all of that. I just think that there is much more in life than just cosplay, anime and studies. Now the most important thing to me is to make that special person happy, as long as she is happy I think I'm satisfied enough already. Hmm, maybe I am feeling this way as well because cosplay also interfering with my love love time with her~~~opsss okok shall not say anymore later someone kill me, XP. Hahas, but really being with you brings me happiness which nobody else can, you are my one and only, I just want to be with you~~ I love u Eve~~~ <33
To all fellow cosers this is not meaning I am insulting cosplay or that it sucks, Cosplay still rocks!!! It is still my number 1 Intrest in life, just feel that there should be more to life other than the cosplay circle I guess. I am slowly graduating from an otaku!!! XD
Yesterday felt very lonely I guess, just suddenly scared that I will be left alone, so went to call dar dar and talk to her~~hahas, thanks for taking ur sleep time to just pei me talk even when I am having so called depression, I really appretitate it. You being by myside is enough, I felt that I'm not alone in this world anymore with you. Guess I really need you to be by myside hahas, thx for being with me and hearing all my emocence without saying anything, arigatou, you are the greatest person in my life which god(If there is one) has let me to know, I really hope our time together will last forever, I really nvr been so happy in my entire life really want to thank you for loving me and being by myside even when I am feeling down, I will be by urside as well if you have any troubles or worries as well. Really just want want to say Thank Thank you for the past 6 months going 7~hope you willing to care about this ~~stupid selfish jealous bastard HJJ~~Boy.
Change my blog song, a beautiful love song from Yuna Itou~~Gundam 00 second season 2nd ending~~~Trust You~~~Dedicated to my dear dear Eve~
Dear!!! Update ur blog!!! My storybook stop liao lo...T.T
*This might be an emo post got influenced by Vic after reading her blog...*
The world of cosplay, it brought me the most awesome friends I can ever have as well as I got to knew a really special person in my life~~~. But now I feel that there is not much meaning to it.....Perviously when we were all rookies we just love to play around without getting flame...going out for group outings...talking crap...having fun when cosing...but now everybody have change I guess. Some of my friends also change greatly as well, ok maybe because I have changed as well. Cosplay used to be so much fun, now just getting tired from events and stuff. Its still my intrest and I still love cosplay, anime has always been part of my life even since sec school days, I always dream on being the character from the story, to be the hero of the anime which I loved, and I did that through cosplay. Now beginning to start finding less meaning to it, I guess maybe I'm already used to it the attention which attracts people to take pics with me, at first it was really exciting and the thought of having ppl look at you while you walk, like you are someone special and unique is kind of exciting as well, but maybe now I'm used to all of that. I just think that there is much more in life than just cosplay, anime and studies. Now the most important thing to me is to make that special person happy, as long as she is happy I think I'm satisfied enough already. Hmm, maybe I am feeling this way as well because cosplay also interfering with my love love time with her~~~opsss okok shall not say anymore later someone kill me, XP. Hahas, but really being with you brings me happiness which nobody else can, you are my one and only, I just want to be with you~~ I love u Eve~~~ <33
To all fellow cosers this is not meaning I am insulting cosplay or that it sucks, Cosplay still rocks!!! It is still my number 1 Intrest in life, just feel that there should be more to life other than the cosplay circle I guess. I am slowly graduating from an otaku!!! XD
Yesterday felt very lonely I guess, just suddenly scared that I will be left alone, so went to call dar dar and talk to her~~hahas, thanks for taking ur sleep time to just pei me talk even when I am having so called depression, I really appretitate it. You being by myside is enough, I felt that I'm not alone in this world anymore with you. Guess I really need you to be by myside hahas, thx for being with me and hearing all my emocence without saying anything, arigatou, you are the greatest person in my life which god(If there is one) has let me to know, I really hope our time together will last forever, I really nvr been so happy in my entire life really want to thank you for loving me and being by myside even when I am feeling down, I will be by urside as well if you have any troubles or worries as well. Really just want want to say Thank Thank you for the past 6 months going 7~hope you willing to care about this ~~stupid selfish jealous bastard HJJ~~Boy.
Change my blog song, a beautiful love song from Yuna Itou~~Gundam 00 second season 2nd ending~~~Trust You~~~Dedicated to my dear dear Eve~
Dear!!! Update ur blog!!! My storybook stop liao lo...T.T
AcE
1:24 AM
1:24 AM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Today went out with eve dear~~hahas...go collect her lolita ba..I go pei her only. I miss her too much liao...hahas. Ok, so go City hall to wait for the person to come we went to raffles I buy dear dear her chocolate egg!!! Got the special Hello kitty de!!! Dear dear so happy~~hahas..XP...I was also really happy that I can make her happy as well. Then we collect the lolita and head down to haru....Then Got some idiot garbage collecter....ride past us then he bump into me first tear dear's lolita bag...that idiot still stare at me somemore...shoot u la...make eve bu shuang...dar srry ba, I not careful enough.
Then we go Haru met cutepetz, dear need settle some stuff then got new plastic bags for the lolita...zzzz...that stupid idiot...Then head home le..T.T. Exams coming...but i really did not feel like leaving her..hahas...so stalk outside dear's house for awhile...then go home. Exams coming le....arrhhh..lolss....Dar, Ganbatte for ur tests and assignements as well!!!
Then we go Haru met cutepetz, dear need settle some stuff then got new plastic bags for the lolita...zzzz...that stupid idiot...Then head home le..T.T. Exams coming...but i really did not feel like leaving her..hahas...so stalk outside dear's house for awhile...then go home. Exams coming le....arrhhh..lolss....Dar, Ganbatte for ur tests and assignements as well!!!
AcE
12:06 AM
12:06 AM
