Friday, March 06, 2009
Today Dear dear come to my school pei me, even if u were so tired from the night before (somemore is thx to me you cannot slp de)~~hahas after exams~~so nice~~ok I needed to do some forcing though...hahas. Then heard from Ice that some stupid ppl go flame Haru, well nvm then, dun care, some ppl just nothing better to do sia!!! On the way back Dar want to Hao Lian sia~~~opssss. She go do my exam paper....arghh...later she know I going to fail liao omg then dun want to tell me...T.T...Dear Dear ur accounting damm pro de!!! Ok la u study 3 years liao so should be pro already ba. Stats paper left, dies I dunno how to do alot of things yet, how how??? sianx...tml must chiong le
*This might be an emo post got influenced by Vic after reading her blog...*
The world of cosplay, it brought me the most awesome friends I can ever have as well as I got to knew a really special person in my life~~~. But now I feel that there is not much meaning to it.....Perviously when we were all rookies we just love to play around without getting flame...going out for group outings...talking crap...having fun when cosing...but now everybody have change I guess. Some of my friends also change greatly as well, ok maybe because I have changed as well. Cosplay used to be so much fun, now just getting tired from events and stuff. Its still my intrest and I still love cosplay, anime has always been part of my life even since sec school days, I always dream on being the character from the story, to be the hero of the anime which I loved, and I did that through cosplay. Now beginning to start finding less meaning to it, I guess maybe I'm already used to it the attention which attracts people to take pics with me, at first it was really exciting and the thought of having ppl look at you while you walk, like you are someone special and unique is kind of exciting as well, but maybe now I'm used to all of that. I just think that there is much more in life than just cosplay, anime and studies. Now the most important thing to me is to make that special person happy, as long as she is happy I think I'm satisfied enough already. Hmm, maybe I am feeling this way as well because cosplay also interfering with my love love time with her~~~opsss okok shall not say anymore later someone kill me, XP. Hahas, but really being with you brings me happiness which nobody else can, you are my one and only, I just want to be with you~~ I love u Eve~~~ <33
To all fellow cosers this is not meaning I am insulting cosplay or that it sucks, Cosplay still rocks!!! It is still my number 1 Intrest in life, just feel that there should be more to life other than the cosplay circle I guess. I am slowly graduating from an otaku!!! XD
Yesterday felt very lonely I guess, just suddenly scared that I will be left alone, so went to call dar dar and talk to her~~hahas, thanks for taking ur sleep time to just pei me talk even when I am having so called depression, I really appretitate it. You being by myside is enough, I felt that I'm not alone in this world anymore with you. Guess I really need you to be by myside hahas, thx for being with me and hearing all my emocence without saying anything, arigatou, you are the greatest person in my life which god(If there is one) has let me to know, I really hope our time together will last forever, I really nvr been so happy in my entire life really want to thank you for loving me and being by myside even when I am feeling down, I will be by urside as well if you have any troubles or worries as well. Really just want want to say Thank Thank you for the past 6 months going 7~hope you willing to care about this ~~stupid selfish jealous bastard HJJ~~Boy.
Change my blog song, a beautiful love song from Yuna Itou~~Gundam 00 second season 2nd ending~~~Trust You~~~Dedicated to my dear dear Eve~
Dear!!! Update ur blog!!! My storybook stop liao lo...T.T
*This might be an emo post got influenced by Vic after reading her blog...*
The world of cosplay, it brought me the most awesome friends I can ever have as well as I got to knew a really special person in my life~~~. But now I feel that there is not much meaning to it.....Perviously when we were all rookies we just love to play around without getting flame...going out for group outings...talking crap...having fun when cosing...but now everybody have change I guess. Some of my friends also change greatly as well, ok maybe because I have changed as well. Cosplay used to be so much fun, now just getting tired from events and stuff. Its still my intrest and I still love cosplay, anime has always been part of my life even since sec school days, I always dream on being the character from the story, to be the hero of the anime which I loved, and I did that through cosplay. Now beginning to start finding less meaning to it, I guess maybe I'm already used to it the attention which attracts people to take pics with me, at first it was really exciting and the thought of having ppl look at you while you walk, like you are someone special and unique is kind of exciting as well, but maybe now I'm used to all of that. I just think that there is much more in life than just cosplay, anime and studies. Now the most important thing to me is to make that special person happy, as long as she is happy I think I'm satisfied enough already. Hmm, maybe I am feeling this way as well because cosplay also interfering with my love love time with her~~~opsss okok shall not say anymore later someone kill me, XP. Hahas, but really being with you brings me happiness which nobody else can, you are my one and only, I just want to be with you~~ I love u Eve~~~ <33
To all fellow cosers this is not meaning I am insulting cosplay or that it sucks, Cosplay still rocks!!! It is still my number 1 Intrest in life, just feel that there should be more to life other than the cosplay circle I guess. I am slowly graduating from an otaku!!! XD
Yesterday felt very lonely I guess, just suddenly scared that I will be left alone, so went to call dar dar and talk to her~~hahas, thanks for taking ur sleep time to just pei me talk even when I am having so called depression, I really appretitate it. You being by myside is enough, I felt that I'm not alone in this world anymore with you. Guess I really need you to be by myside hahas, thx for being with me and hearing all my emocence without saying anything, arigatou, you are the greatest person in my life which god(If there is one) has let me to know, I really hope our time together will last forever, I really nvr been so happy in my entire life really want to thank you for loving me and being by myside even when I am feeling down, I will be by urside as well if you have any troubles or worries as well. Really just want want to say Thank Thank you for the past 6 months going 7~hope you willing to care about this ~~stupid selfish jealous bastard HJJ~~Boy.
Change my blog song, a beautiful love song from Yuna Itou~~Gundam 00 second season 2nd ending~~~Trust You~~~Dedicated to my dear dear Eve~
Dear!!! Update ur blog!!! My storybook stop liao lo...T.T
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