Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tml need go gym and I still awake dies sure no energy.
Dar, Ganbatte econs!!! nxt time you learn liao can teach me!!!....hahas..XP
Just now on the phone with dear dear~~~ so tired frm work today that feel like slping but dar put down because she need to study. Then now I cannot sleep. Feel super awake. wth...I dun want to be alone...I want dar's company!!! sounds childish eh, but now I really feel that way I guess. Never let anyone know but been emoing this few days....maybe from my previous blog posts you can tell ba. Its holidays and I feel so empty. These days is either work, rot or go gym......really cannot stand it le....I want to see dar.....but I understand she has exams as well, I also dun want to disturb her. Emoing my thoughts out here better ba...the only way to keep me from feeling lonely I guess.
Read read dear's blog again~~~hahas, everytime I emo I will read de...hahas...dunno y but it somehow cheers me up I guess, maybe because I can't be with her always at least I could look through her words hahas. (dar, ur life really very fun~~XD) Arghh I want to cry again le.....Stupid Ace u cry somemore u become Gay liao!!! Urghhhh, but dunno y I always cannot help it...I nvr cried so much b4 in sec school sia. I used to be ok when I am alone....I could just watch anime all day long and still be happy....y is it now, just being apart from a person is so difficult for me. She is really special....without her I might as well vanish....*poof* disappear from this world....I just really want to spend my every second with her, but I know that is not possiblem I being childish again eh.....maybe my motivation to continue to cosplay is also from her as well. Why is it so difficult....why?....help me..T.T, but I must endure, I also don't want to add to her stress from her school.
I've changed as well, I've become more selfish.....some of you guys also might have noticed as well....srry for daoing you if you really think I did in the previous few events, I didn't really care for all of your feelings and just want to say sorry especially to Ligen, you really have been a really good friend to me, really sorry if I have caused any hurt to you. For the daoing part really please forgive me, during those events my emo build up to much liao my exterior also kanna affected...sorry ppl!!! Really stupid of me....but hope you guys can understand what I am feeling...sorry for causing anyone of u guys to feel hurt.
Must Cheer up!!! hahas...this really dosen't seems to be the Ace you guys first knew eh...hahas...I must come up with more silly jokes!!! lols.......all this rant is just to comfort my own feelings....hahas, hope you ppl dun get too affected by my post.
(Better don't read, got reason y I put it as hidden de)
Dar, Ganbatte econs!!! nxt time you learn liao can teach me!!!....hahas..XP
Just now on the phone with dear dear~~~ so tired frm work today that feel like slping but dar put down because she need to study. Then now I cannot sleep. Feel super awake. wth...I dun want to be alone...I want dar's company!!! sounds childish eh, but now I really feel that way I guess. Never let anyone know but been emoing this few days....maybe from my previous blog posts you can tell ba. Its holidays and I feel so empty. These days is either work, rot or go gym......really cannot stand it le....I want to see dar.....but I understand she has exams as well, I also dun want to disturb her. Emoing my thoughts out here better ba...the only way to keep me from feeling lonely I guess.
Read read dear's blog again~~~hahas, everytime I emo I will read de...hahas...dunno y but it somehow cheers me up I guess, maybe because I can't be with her always at least I could look through her words hahas. (dar, ur life really very fun~~XD) Arghh I want to cry again le.....Stupid Ace u cry somemore u become Gay liao!!! Urghhhh, but dunno y I always cannot help it...I nvr cried so much b4 in sec school sia. I used to be ok when I am alone....I could just watch anime all day long and still be happy....y is it now, just being apart from a person is so difficult for me. She is really special....without her I might as well vanish....*poof* disappear from this world....I just really want to spend my every second with her, but I know that is not possiblem I being childish again eh.....maybe my motivation to continue to cosplay is also from her as well. Why is it so difficult....why?....help me..T.T, but I must endure, I also don't want to add to her stress from her school.
I've changed as well, I've become more selfish.....some of you guys also might have noticed as well....srry for daoing you if you really think I did in the previous few events, I didn't really care for all of your feelings and just want to say sorry especially to Ligen, you really have been a really good friend to me, really sorry if I have caused any hurt to you. For the daoing part really please forgive me, during those events my emo build up to much liao my exterior also kanna affected...sorry ppl!!! Really stupid of me....but hope you guys can understand what I am feeling...sorry for causing anyone of u guys to feel hurt.
Must Cheer up!!! hahas...this really dosen't seems to be the Ace you guys first knew eh...hahas...I must come up with more silly jokes!!! lols.......all this rant is just to comfort my own feelings....hahas, hope you ppl dun get too affected by my post.
(Better don't read, got reason y I put it as hidden de)
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